Ice Phoenix

The door closed behind me again and returned me to the never ending loneliness and heat. For a week 
now my entire existence has been to attempt to think about something besides the intense heat slowly 
leeching all my strength and mind. It's all those years being called the ice princess to go in the 
way I am now. Nathan had not thought through his plan and didn't give much concern to any well being. 
It seems he felt if I died it would be much better to his cause. No one wanted to come near enough 
to feed me anything so life revolved around the never ending heat and being tasered long enough for 
them to dope me up and give me some form of nutrition. I'm not even sure any more what they did. All 
sense of time is leaving. Most of the time I go on with my eyes closed and even then the red light 
come through. I can't turn her head enough to get away from the light. The quiet doesn't even bother 
me any more, nothing existed any more but the intense heat and the slow dehydration occurring. I'm 
surprised it hasn't come yet, being unconscious would be so much better then what life was now. 
Someone must be watching though, whenever I try to sleep the alarm sounds and I'm hit by a cold 
torrent of water. It doesn't last long though. I've grown interested in hearing the sizzling of it 
as it hits the ground, or maybe thats it sizzling on my skin. I can't really feel my arms any more. 
The way it's restrained and its weight comes close to dislocating my shoulders if I move. Least I 
can move my legs I can exercise that way and keep me occupied. They learnt quick to not come in front 
of me or maybe it was me. I'd kick out at them using the bar as a counter weight. I could get one 
good shot in but then I was stuck unable to right again stuck on the floor. I didn't care about the 
indignity of it, all dignity is gone now, they took it from me. Maybe it was me that gave up first, 
I can't remember now. I may have been here  day a week a month I don't know any more. All I know is 
that I will get him. I'll punish him for this. I'll punish them all. They kept me here, they find it 
amusing, heat up the ice princess. Keep me too hot to function. Just let them wait, wait until the ice 
princess arises again. The phoenix will freeze and out of the ice I will rise and they will learn the 
hell I have lived. I don't need a room and heat lamps to torture them. All I need is myself. Wherever 
he goes I will find him and his room will become hell frozen over.